After Mastectomy Blues 8.25.10

Woke-up in the hospital, (better than the backseat of a friend's car). Talk about pain, no for real talk about pain because I wasn't having any. The nurse put the little pain pump in my hand and said, " don't let your friends or family get your pump". Shit, don't kid yourself, nobody gets my pain pump! I can't look, my ground zero was hidden under the gown I was wearing and under the sheets of which I was covered. Man o man, I have to look sometime right?