After Mastectomy Blues 8.28.10

I got my first look at my ground zero. Oh my fucking god! I had little tits before so I kind of knew what flat chested looked like. I actually have a little bump, the "tissue expander" aka "skin stretcher" is in place. I was thinking I would have divots like in golf. No, I had tiny tits- again! Hey, I am not bitching. I would rather have tiny tits with NO cancer than bazookas with cancer. Now, the hard part. Letting someone bathe me. Crap, I have a lot of hair!